The microphone cut off so we're screaming at the top of our lungs.

I am sitting in Biology with corinne, jack, brian, and kevin. me &corinne are finding it pretty much impossible to do school today. yeah. mmmmm fun/shitty weekend ahead of me. tonight me and lexi are making our way down south so she can sell tickets for saturday night and see some friends. ehhh tomorrow morning I have PSATS from 8-12 so PISSED. But I'm mad excited for tomorrow night, AAA, mustard plug, and bomb the music industry &drinkin'! my grades have been mad good lately (at least in comparisson to last year) so I think my mom is either gonna take me to get my snakebites or a tattoo pretty soon. yeah so I guess that's whats going on. not much more to tell.

I'm in love with kate moss. so hot.

school sucks. by the end of the week I'm too tired to go out so I stay home and sleep, or at least that's what I've done today and last Friday. I'm really ready to find some kind of all together balance in my life, I don't want things to be perfect I just need a good balanced foundation. haha I don't even know what I'm saying.




  

 lately everything that happens to me is amusing, but underneath it all i'm always confused and never know what to do.

summer hasn't been half bad so far, I mean it hasn't been amazing but I've been halfway content. I worked with my dad today and made 40$ so that was pretty sweet. Me and Vinny went to the elementry school and went down the slide in the rain and that made for a lovely evening. Tomorrow I'm hoping to go to a show at hamilton street, I'm really only going to see awful waffle and bomb town, but I'm excited to see people because I haven't been to a show for a couple monthes now. I've been able to talk to lexi on the phone today and yesterday and that makes me really happy, I can't wait until she gets back I miss her so much...I'm hoping my parents will let me go see her. yep I guess that pretty much sums up whats going onnnn.

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&hearts; staying up all night playing beer pong.

today is boring. I want someone to have a party and I want to be around people.

LIKES
 
short shorts
crest white strips
green tea
septum piercings, snake bites, and bridge piercings
my dog
sparks
sleeping....alot
cheeseburgers
chocolate milk
film
bleach blonde hair
jet black hair
folk punk &hearts;
sambas
shows with amazing crowds 
spring days
catnaps
friendships that last
intelligant people (doesn't necessarily mean book smart just as long as they're not a fucking airhead someone that I can carry on a good conversation with)
the discovery channel (or any other learning channel)
drunken sing-a-longs
nature
meditation
being alone
tattoos
good teachers that are actually capable of teaching 
chapstick
being a little boy
reading 
oatmeal lotion
lemonade
the smell of sunscreen
pina coladas
Australian animals
 womens entertainment channel
ska punk
dresses
orbit gum
sewing
war movies (especially WWII movies)
victorias secret push up bras
taking a piss on someone's front lawn
my drunken rages
small boobs
going comando
text messages
art museums
meeting new people that are actually worth my time
history&english class
green
diner food
remembering
pleasant memories
black curtains
smoking crack
tall people 
hippies
tube socks
confidence
zombies
my bed
mohawks, chelseas,cool haircuts in general
yellow/orange/red hair
philosophy

life is ok
getting better
kind of
so sick of school
can't wait to get out
don't want to see people anymore
I like seeing who I want to see
the know how & bomb town this weekend? maybe
I'm exhausted

-leetle frogs
-friendlys
-beer
-mario party
-frisby
-bbq food

simple but yet amazing

no matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experiene it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention.






p.s. add this new piece of shit I guess  http://www.myspace.com/gimeeheroine   

look how cute that shit is.

nothing is sacred.Doubt-in everyting-is absolutely essential.Everything no matter how great, how fundamental,how beautiful, or important it is, must be questioned."

I've slowly come to realize that beauty is not looking like someone else or meeting someone elses standard of beauty. It's about doing the best you can with what you have and having confidence with what you are...inside and out.

I don't have a life anymore and I enjoy breaking things sometimes.also, whenver an amazing person /situation walks into my life I always expect them/it to be too good to be true. probably because they/it usually are.

You Are an Old Soul

You are an experienced soul who appreciates tradition. Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone. Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient. A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people. You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friends A bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others. Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone. But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul

I spent the day with myself at the park. it was probably the best part of my vacation to be quite honest. there is nothing more glorious than laying in the middle of the woods and feeling completely at peace with yourself and your entire existance.



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how attractive...hah


I miss people
and I want to go on vacation for some odd reason

oral surgery. yes.